Beach

I’ve suffered enough in this lifetime. Can it be better in the next lifetime? I wanna have a beautiful life filled of laughter, coffee and people I can truly rely on. It’s okay for me if I wouldn’t be a rich conglomerate daughter of a company, I just wanna be loved unconditionally with my loving parents. It’s okay if I wouldn’t be perceived as a perfect daughter or a kind friend, I wanna live freely without making it because of people’s expectations. I wouldn’t ask for a big company to hire me or a higher position to make me feel important, I just want to live nearby the beach and make a living by selling something for my own business. I wouldn’t ask for popularity, more money or a lot of friends. I just wanna be surrounded by real genuine people who will make me feel contended on what I currently have. I wish not to have any thoughts of killing myself, anxiousness or any kind of mental pain in the next lifetime. I want it to be better, no matter how impossible it can be. Why does everything seem to be so hard to reach? Even the simple ones? Even the little that I wanted? Even the easiest I know I could have. You’re right, life is a bitch and then you keep living.