Posted on September 17, 2021Mail it To Me Dear future self. If what I’ve been doing right now will not result to what I have envisioned, I hope you forgive me. Forgive me everytime I stutter infront of people, forgive me that I’m too shy and not approachable to some people and I don’t like the idea of gaining too much friends. I hope you understand all my bad days and appreciate that I’m trying my best not to quit. If ever this won’t be what we prayed for, I hope you still have the courage to start anew and try again to be happy. I hope you gain experiences from all the battle scars we healed. And if one day you realized that life will be too much to handle, remember me looking at you, tapping your back, being proud of what you have become. Whatever will that be, I’ll be happy as long as you live. Please do not take any chance for anyone to mislead you, control you, gaslight you. I’m working on improving the barriers to make it right. Please know that I’ve worked hard to see you smiling with people you loved. I hope you never get tired loving them sincerely. And if one day, you remember me writing these shits while on break, can you please give me a smile? I love you and all the shitty things I won’t regret doing. Keep hustling, little human.