PATTIE MALLETTE

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She is indeed a great inspiration, her book reminds me of myself when I was a child. Having a miserable life in school, being bullied, being forgotten, alone, and most of the time, no one cared about. Pattie is really a strong woman to overcome her addiction to drugs and other worldly things. Thinking about her as a mother of famous Justin Bieber really gave me a goosebumps. Do you know why? because I already have the chance to know one of the great person behind this guy whose voice captivates my ear. I first heard his song when I was first year in Highschool and I could say that he is my crush right then. After reading this book, I searched his videos singing Christian songs and I admired him more now. Actually, Pattie wanted to abort Justin because she’s in a very young age to be a mother. Plus his husband abandoned her after knowing that she’s pregnant. That was a depressing moment of her life until a Pastor helped her overcome the struggles through sharing Jesus into her life. Their story gives me the courage to continue living and sharing my life to others. Maybe, if Pattie continued the abortion, then there would be no ” Me plus you, lemme tell you one time” and ” Baby you should go and love yourself” . I really love them that I almost forgot to eat breakfast just to finish her book. God is really awesome in bringing ruins into life. He can moved into anyone’s life mystreiously and with great compassion. He’s not deaf to hear our sincerest prayer and cry for help. God answers in silence and through a prayer, he comforts those who are afflicted. Turn your eyes unto God and you will feel his presence and his real love that never gets old.

Seeing other people knowing the Lord makes me feel like yeah, this world has the chance to change and know how great God is but only few recognized and accept the calling. As one of the believer, we should live not according to what the world say or what the society dictates us. We should live not any longer to the patterns of this world.Life is great so is the  LORD.

 

 

 

Comm ka ba?

Comm ako diba?
Tila ba sirang plaka na naririnig ko sa mga taong nagtataka kung bakit ako ganito. Ang sakit na. Na paulit ulit kong naririnig sa mga taong kailangan kong magbago. Sige na nga, magbabago na ko☺. For my own sake. Hindi naman dahil sa gagawin ko yun para sa kanila. Naging motivation ko lang na oo nga naman. Comm ako. Dapat marunong akong makipag communicate. Kaso pili lang yung mga taong kinakausap ko.

Napaiyak na lang ako.kasi feeling ko wala kong kwenta nung araw na yun. Alam kong ako yung mali. Inaamin ko yun. Haha😅. Ako po talaga yung mali. Pero alam kong panahon na para magabago. Panahon na para maging madaldal? Madaldal naman ako ahh. Di lang po halata☺. Hahaha.

Pero seriously, I need to. Di man kasi required yun. Kaialngan kong masanay sa tao. Kasi someday I will testify at i sheshare ko lahat ng to. At sisiguraduhin kong yung mga taong tulad ko na tahimik lang, mawawakasan na yung thought ng  mga tao na kaming tahimik walang mabubuga.

Tama na yung lagi kaming pinagtitripan o pinipilit magsalita.

Edi kami na  introvert. Haha😅. Ehoss lang. Gusto ko lang ilabas mga pinaglalaban ko😂.

Kaloka. Haha.

Alyssa Valdez❤💘

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Nakaka starstruck na nkakakaba na nakakakilig😄. Yung kilig nandito pa rin, kinikiliti ako. I am so happy pa rin till now. 😂. As in sobra ko siyang hinangaan. Di lang dahil sa magaling siya sa Volleyball kundi dahil sa leadership at humbleness niya. Napaka thankful ko sa Lord na nakita ko na si Alyssa Valdez. ☺. The Queen Eagle na matagal ko ng pangarap makita. Kaloka talaga. Nakaka panginig yung saya. Okay medyo OA na ko😂 pero eto talaga naramdaman ko ehh. Pinagpepray kolang siya kagabi, tapos nag guest nga sa CNN. 😅 Ohh my. Ang galing talaga ni Lord.

The First Gardener

One of the best book.

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Sobrang saya ko na nameet ko si Mackenzie, Gray, Jeremiah, Anna, Maddie and Eugenia.  Iyak, tawa, ngiti pero mas malala yung lungkot. Grabe yung sakett:'(. Yung luha kong di nagpapaalam tutulo na pala. Haha.
Pero since natapos ko na tong basahin, may natutunan ako. Natutunan kong ang self-pity nakakamatay. Choss. Emotionally at physically. It will surely weaken you. Ma pride ka kaya ang baba ng tingin mo sa sarili mo. You are making standards than when you can’t achieve, you’ll be doing your self-pity acts. Kakalungkot kasi minsan ganun ako. Haha☺srsly.

Natutunan ko rin na ienjoy ang buhay habang nagmamatured ka. Alam mo kung bakit? Masaya kang kasama kung matured ka. And also be considerate. And be a Jeremiah in someone’s life.
You will dig their hearts and plant a seed not a stem. Digging requires pain. Wag mong pakailaman yung sasabihin ng iba. Ang mahalaga may naitanim ka sa puso nila.

Alam mo kung bakit?

You need to grow by enthroning others and leave the gap.

Kailangan mong mabuhay. Kahit gaano pa kasakit minsan. You must go on with your life knowing that theres a lot of people who loves you.

Keep that smile. There may be someone out there who needs it. :)Live the life. God owes you nothing but He already given everything.

TIWALA BA?

Tiwala. Madaling sabihin. Mahirap gawin. Sa mundong puno ng sinungaling anong ating kakamtin? Kung ang balakid ay sarili natin.
Ako’y tutula mahabang mahaba. 😅
Ansabe. Pag sinabi kasing tiwala di yan basta basta ibinibigay. Mahirap yang igain.

Masakit pag yung kaibigan mong pinagkatiwalaan mo malalaman mong filtered ang buhay. :'(. Alam mo yung iniiyakan mo siya kasi naniniwala ka sa mga pinagsasabi niya. Nakakaloka. Yung mga kwentong hinangaan mo at pinakinggan? walang totoo. Mga 5❌ lng yung totoo..😂bilang talaga ehh. Nakaka iyak kasi lahat ng pinakita mo sa kanya totoo pero siya hindi niya nakita yung love and concern mo.

Nowadays, parang nakakatakot na lang magtiwala.

Nakakatakot to the point na, you will choose to be alone than with people. Gusto kong mahalin yung tao pero ganun ba talaga pag niloko?